New Beginnings

I don't know if any of you have noticed, but my previous URL (meesh.blogspot.com) has been taken up by another Michelle from the USA, and meesh.net doesn't post properly. So with advice and much thought, I guess it's about time for me to start a new one.

The old URL and I would have spent about 5 years together if it wasn't taken up by someone else. But such is life eh? I've been away for the past few months, sorting things out and not being free to write. But I miss it so much. I miss the camaraderie of being a Blogger, going for Blogger meets and talking to all of them. I admit that I have been rather absorbed in many different things, that I have lost the part of me that writes and doesn't in fact verbalize most of what I have to say. I think that in writing, I used to be able to discover most of what I really thought but never got to say due to many different circumstances.

It's been a difficult road this past few months, journeys into different terrains and wondering if I will make it out in the end to be alright. I miss the support I used to get in real life, and from the comments all of you leave me, positive or otherwise. I still am the same person rest assured, albeit missing a few minor parts that have been hacked away by various realisations. But, most of all I miss that little part of me that fought for everything that I cared about, the people I cared about and the life of the insightful, sensitive person I was/am.

It's a bundle of emotions you know, starting to blog again. It may not be a big deal to some, but it is to me. A lot of which I want to say was censored in the past few months because I hated the idea of people I didn't want reading me, knowing about my life. I never meant to alienate anyone or seem uncaring about the situations and struggles people were going through. The lack of comments on different blogs doesn't mean I never read them, I do, but just not as often as before.

For those (you know who you are) who have been affected by my "dissapearance" I truly apologise from the bottom of my heart and here is to making things better........



the same meesh.